Lousy

Lousy

Was it the rain that have affected our badminton game? Sweetie, Kirby, Nelson and I just keep missing our balls. What's the problem with all of us? Sure, it was easier to blame the weather then to admit that our skills are deteriorating... Geez.

The game wasn't any near to 'fantastic' but still I enjoyed the get-togetherness with my sweetie and his family peeps. WooSH!

People. Have you ever allow 'past matters' to bother you? Especially things that upsets you, things that stirs your heart, things that mess your mind... Such feelings had hidden well somewhere in my heart for the passed couple of months but those suddenly surfaced, leaving me with nothing but pain memories. Certainly, undoubtfully, it's not at all desirable. I detest it. Yet I can't stop these from coming.

Was listening to 'The Purest Of Pain' and that's what brought all the PAINFUL memories back. Get lost. Don't spoil my day. I'm sad. Sad Sad Sad.